Wednesday, June 11, 2008
9:41 PM}
mood: exhausted!
i'v been very busy for the past few months with a numbers of camp, my part time job and also my studies. yupp...finally i gt a job, is at night safari. The timing over there are quite flexible, so i decided to carry on with it. But i regreted...after takin up tis job i lost alot of things, my family, friends, results..there is a distance between it. Whenever i hv gathering or adventure training but i have to give it a missed. very dissappointed...When i get home every night, my families are asleep. Recently i jus finished my term test, i cant do 2 of the paper due to 2 reason...knows wads tat?
1) my friend do not trust me, she accused mi of trying to get near to her BF.
2) i did not manage to take off for my term test
Kinda of sad...all my effort gone...regarding to the 1st reason, her BF called mi during a night and my friend say i m the one who called him and she refused to pick up my call n hear my explanation. okie, think i've learnt something again through tis incident..even though a friend u knew for years tat does'nt mean our friendship are strong enough to compare to a person u knew onli for months.mayb i should'nt takes things so seriously and so foolish to fail my test for such an issue...
well..as for the 2nd reason, i did not manage to get off to study for my term test they wan mi to work at least 3 days per wk and once for wk end. and for tat week i work and study at night till morning which i onli slept for 1 to 2 hrs and gone to sch to take my test.
Tis tues, when i m workin halfway my supervisor came to my counter and do a search on my cashier and saver. After tat she told mi there is a customer went up to her holding 2 tix which is different in price but the receipt is both tix in e same price which is not tally at all. i donno wad issit happening, i gave an assumption tat is this customers, they don not came in twos but is a group and they might mixed up their receipts and took the wrong one. On the day, my settlement and money are all tally. could'nt be tat i took the access and there is'nt any..this is not fair to mi..after explaining to her, she onli told mi "do be careful for the next tym" and "i trust u tis tym" do u think a person will believe in someone jus by explanation but not edvidence? No! i don believe! i feel lyk quitting at tat tym but for the moment i think if i m really to quit, wad will they think actually? tis mean i admitt for e fault...i donno how am i goin to continue for tis job, the moment i think of goin to work, i think of tis incident again..
This is wad the world is, it is all reality!
